In a Landscape

Winds do not form on their own.
They attach to objects to take shape.

The landscape is inhuman.
All the rest is projection.





Hard drives containing my entire image archive were thrown out of a sixth-floor studio window.
Years of images collapsed into unreadable code.
This work is what returned.

Memory dissolved into fragments of light and number.

Through data recovery, the images returned — altered, incomplete, trembling.
Not restored, but recomposed.

In the Avatamsaka Sutra, the universe appears as Indra’s Net:
a web of infinite reflections, each fragment containing the whole.

The broken files resembled such a net —
pixels scattered, consciousness dispersed,
waiting for alignment.

Sitting in stillness, I began to see differently.

It is not the wind that moves.
It is not the banner.
It is the heart.

A glitch is not an error.
It is perception exposed.

The image does not depict a landscape.
It reveals the act of seeing.

I am not what you think I am.
You are what you think I am.

Between zero and one,
between void and form,
something continues to look.

The universe may be nothing more than
a vast storage of unfinished reflections.

Forms collapse.
Data erases.
Yet something persists —

like light traveling across a jeweled net,
returning, again and again,
to itself.




2014
Digital print face-mounted to Perspex and mounted on aluminium